deviantart! the force of my love and missing of you burns with the intensity of a thousand suns!

main reason for my ABSENCE?

i fought the law
...
and the law won.

naw, i joke. 1/2 of it was a MAJOR crashing of my family's computer in like late september or early october, where we lost SO much stuff. (pictures, music, documents, etc)
My brothers haven't been home from college/across state so that i can steal their laptops (spoiled) and be happy.
I haven't chatted online either for all this time! THERE WERE WITHDRAWAL SYMPTOMS. There probably were chances to at least let you know i'm alive, i'm just a lazy bum. Our computer lives...kinda , and it hasn't been down for the 3-4 months i've been gone, but it caused a lot of difficulties.

Also it doesn't help any that my after school stuffs is eating me alive, i've had sports practice EVRYDAY except sunday. Plus music (orchestra, cello lessons, piano lessons, marimba, jammin' so thats a butt too.


ENOUGH DEFENDING MYSELF.


heres what's happened in my life that is happy and worth mentioning:
1. there's a kitten in my house! his name is loki...lowkeyi, i dunno... and hes crazy and fun and cute
2. i've composed 4 songs lately. one for two cellos, one for my marimba ensemble, and two for piano plus optional guitar.
3. I'VE RAISED THE MONEY TO GO TO OMETEPE FINALLY, plus theres one more fundraising thing.
4. i seem to come off as religious or something, because at least 2 people have asked if i'm jewish, and someone asked if i was a mormon.
5. i've mastered whistling with my fingers
6. i've been sick SO MUCH, (sinus infections, flu, IT NEVER ENDS)
7. i'm getting braces, though i don't think i need them...
8. I got some new glasses, and i'm becoming nerdier by the day.

updates and stuff are bound to be SLOW

AND I LOVE YOU AND HAVE MISSED THIS ALL TERRIBLY AND SDFGHVASDFGJHGVHJ